Necromancer Farming Notes Figure Master

Chapter 895 I

After Dior and his wife chatted about life for a while, his wife snuggled in Dior's arms, feeling a little reluctant to leave.

"I feel very happy now, so happy that it seems unreal," said the wife.

"Not long ago, I was just an ordinary person. But in the blink of an eye, I have everything I want. Fate is so fickle." The wife felt an inexplicable sense of fear in her heart.

She was afraid that all this would come and go quickly.

"I'm not afraid of you laughing at me, but the heroine in my novel is a true reflection of my inner self."

"The heroine is just an ordinary girl, but after she wins the favor of the overbearing boss, she seems to have embarked on a road to success."

"But I always feel that all this comes at a price. Happiness doesn't come easily. So even if she achieves happiness, it will be accompanied by intense pain."

"This is the normal state of life...not like a dream, with no pain and only happiness."

Madame kissed Dior on the cheek.

"Dear...can you tell me what kind of pain I will experience in the future?"

The wife's eyes were full of anxiety.

Dio gave her a strange look. It seemed his wife had a paranoid nature.

This trait continued from the time of the Furnace King. The Queen at that time already had everything, but she was still afraid of rebellion. So she captured the Furnace King and persecuted him ruthlessly.

During her time as the demihuman queen, she also harbored paranoia. She worried that Lenara would control the demihumans. While her fears were valid, her paranoia still shone through.

Later, when she lived with Dior, she was also full of anxiety, all of which was reflected in her sad writings.

As for now, my wife has also inherited this. She is always afraid that something bad will happen and take away everything she has.

She seemed to never be able to settle down and enjoy happiness.

Dio had never thought deeply about this issue before, but now it seems that this trait is worth studying.

Seeing Dio lost in thought, his wife looked a little uneasy. "Am I being too pretentious? Do you find me annoying?"

"No, I just can't understand why I still feel pain and unease even after becoming a god. I'm clearly close to immortality at this point."

"Ah?" The wife was stunned, not understanding what Dior was saying at all.

"Are you thinking about theology? It's said that men are more likely to have inspiration during their wise moments." The wife blushed slightly.

"If you want to discuss these issues, I will listen, even though I may not understand them very well."

Dio smiled and said, "If you want to hear it, I'll tell you."

"In the deepest part of every living being's soul lies a true spirit. This true spirit is the very core of the being. Even after death, the true spirit still exists, reincarnating and growing into a new being."

"However, during the reincarnation process, the True Spirit will gradually pick up some obsessions. Therefore, every pure True Spirit will carry different burdens and possess different characteristics in the end."

"And these traits will help them naturally shape their own destiny."

"They just live in a daze, drifting with their own destiny."

"But as long as they can become gods, they will possess some immortal qualities. As long as they don't touch certain forbidden powers, gods will not die. Or rather, death is just a sleep for them."

“I think God is close to the nature of the true spirit.”

"However, the birth of true spirits is still a mystery. They seem to appear out of thin air. They appear in the extremely dark void."

"But how can something come from nothing?"

"The more I observe this phenomenon, the heavier the sense of emptiness in my heart becomes. I often avoid thinking about such questions, but these questions always bother me," said Dior.

“…Snoring~”

Hearing the snoring, Dio smiled. He turned around and saw that his wife had fallen asleep.

Dio looked at his wife's sleeping face and suddenly felt it was very interesting.

His wife would have wild thoughts and become uneasy, and he would also have wild thoughts and fall into nothingness.

Maybe if I just stop thinking about it, I won’t have any worries.

Thinking of this, Dio laughed. The solution was so simple.

"Just don't think about it. So that's how it is..."

Gradually, Dio closed his eyes and fell asleep.

In his dream, he saw countless people who needed his help. Everyone seemed to be having a hard time. But Dio felt very tired after seeing this scene.

In the past, when he was a god, he never felt tired, but now as a human, he can feel that kind of tiredness.

"It's obviously just a dream, but just seeing this scene makes me feel tired. It's obviously fake."

"Because my heart has already jumped into the future, I know it will be hard to complete this task. So even if I am not tired at all now, my heart will feel very tired."

"My mind wandered to the future, distracting me from my inner strength. The correct approach is to see this scene and see it. All subsequent thoughts should stop here. Whether the future will be tiring or may not come true, those things have nothing to do with me at the moment."

"I just have to watch."

Dio compared his feelings as a human and as a god, and he slowly discovered some differences.

As a human, his perception of the surroundings becomes weaker, which causes his remaining mental energy to think about other things, such as what might happen in the future, or his opinion on what he is experiencing in the present.

This random thinking can lead to imaginary feelings, such as feeling tired, feeling that someone is annoying, or feeling angry about something.

But when he became a god, his perception ability could cover almost the entire universe. When his perception was fully spread out, his mind rarely thought about things that had not happened yet.

His mind rarely makes comments on things or people.

This is the only spiritual difference between God and man.

The reason why people have so many troubles is that their focus is not on perception but on thinking. It is because of thinking that they have troubles.

However, this kind of thinking is actually useless in most cases. Because a person's fate is already determined, even if they put in the most effort, the final outcome is not determined by them. This kind of thinking is meaningless except for wasting time and effort.

But they never tire of it, as if it is their own intelligence and talent that have brought them to where they are today.

However, Dio had no comment on this behavior, because when he was human, he would also suffer from various inexplicable fears. Without standing in the human perspective, it is impossible to understand their feelings.

This is a feeling that even mind link magic cannot bring him.

People live in fear because they cannot see through their own destiny. That is why they think and struggle.

In the process of this struggle, they develop various obsessions. They are afraid that they will not have enough material things, and they are also afraid that they will get sick tomorrow. Therefore, they develop various kinds of greed.

Everything in the world began to revolve around how to plunder material things.

But even if they have enough material possessions, they still cannot calm the fear in their hearts, so they become even more extreme.

Even a billionaire cannot stop his materialistic desires, because a part of his mind is always assuming things that haven't happened.

They assume they will go bankrupt, or fall off the rich list. Even if these assumptions don't happen, they still worry.

But in fact, there is only one thing they are worried about, that is change, and they cannot accept change.

But this unreal world is destined to change, because everything is a dream, and the essence of dreams is amorphous.

Thinking of this, Dio's mind suddenly became clear.

The evil god from outside the realm said that the world he was in was just a dream, and Dio had never felt it was real. Until now, when he was immersed in another dream, he realized that this place and the outside world were actually the same, the only difference was the dreamer.

buzz~

There was a slight sound, and a mosquito landed on Dio's forehead.

Dio, who was dreaming, raised his eyebrows. He could feel the mosquito crawling on his forehead.

He could also sense that the mosquito seemed to want to extend its mouthparts and insert itself into his blood vessels.

A feeling of irritation suddenly arose, and Dio's hand was about to move subconsciously.

But at this moment Dio stopped.

In that instant, his heart slipped out of his control. As if trained a thousand times, the moment he felt the mosquito, his heart automatically reacted.

Just because of that scene, Dio's heart had a connection. He instantly thought that it was a bad thing, so he wanted to kill the mosquito.

A smile played on Dio's lips.

All of this is so real, so real that my heart instinctively acts according to this situation.

An incredibly realistic scene, coupled with a heart deeply immersed in the play, then constitutes this incredibly real dream world.

How crazy and wonderful this is!

The mosquito, satisfied with its meal, buzzed away. Dio slowly opened his eyes.

He sat up and opened his palm. In the palm of his hand, a flower appeared out of thin air.

Dio casually placed the flowers in a nearby vase. He had seen through this dream. A surge of joy welled up in his heart. This joy was even stronger than when he became a god, so much so that he wanted to cry.

As the joy slowly faded, Dio regained his composure.

He knew that he could see through this dream only because he understood the nature of this world and had seen the reality of this world. In his heart, he was absolutely certain that this was a dream.

But he still couldn't break the dream of the world he lived in, because doubts still existed in his heart. As long as this doubt existed, he would never wake up from his world.

Dio looked back again, and the flowers in the vase had vanished. It was as if what had just happened was just an illusion. But Dio was not disappointed. On the contrary, although he was now a human, he also possessed the incomparable confidence of a god.

Because he has awakened. When he knows that all this is a dream, there is nothing to be afraid of.

Dio lay down again, his senses open, listening to the mosquito move around the room.

The only difference is that his heart will no longer act according to this scene.

To him, the sound of mosquitoes was just a sound and had no special meaning.

Even though Dio had fallen asleep, his dreams were still accompanied by the sound of the mosquito.

Early the next morning...

Snapped!

"Oh my God! What a big mosquito! It sucked so much blood!" The wife speechlessly took out a tissue and wiped her hands vigorously.

She looked back at herself and found that she had not been bitten, but she soon saw a big bump on Dio's forehead.

"How pitiful! Honey, are you okay? Let me put some medicine on you!"

"I'm fine." Dio opened his eyes.

"It's strange. There is mosquito repellent incense, so why are there still mosquitoes? I spent a lot of money to buy it! But it's useless! I'm going to complain to the merchant!" said the wife angrily.